Being a young man still in my late teens I have just started to realize that my sexuality was not wrong or confused however this is the way that I am. Having sexual feelings for other men was not an issue until others made it this way however dealing with those problems was nothing strange as I knew that only my real friends would except me for who I really am.

The first thing that I needed to do was to start experimenting with other men rather than continue to fool myself by looking for a girlfriend in college. There where several guys in college that I knew where gay however they most likely did not know that I was that way inclined as I always hid my urge towards men.

Before I could approach them I needed some experience of the male touch and that is why I decided to get online and find myself a gay massage. This would be my first happy ending massage from a man or a women however knowing that it was going to be a gay man knocking at my door was really getting me excited.

He knocked on the door and I was surprised to see just how handsome and buff this hulk was. A little intimidated I asked him to come in and put his massage table across the bed, as there was no real room in this student apartment. The massage was great and everything that I expected it to be plus he offered me the choice of my happy ending. Choosing to be please orally was the first step in loosing my heterosexual nature though the next time I asked him to return we really started to get things swinging.